huhu!!! thanks to GOD!!!!

tq god, u let me have a happy day^^
haha~~~
my result...==''
not that bad at least^^
hehe...
6 As' for my PMR...
swt
my best fren, y.shuen got 6 too
but my another fren f.juin got 1 a only
she cried~~~~~~
my other fren did well as far i noe~~~
hehe~~~
tqqtqtqtqtqtqtq
goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd
haha.............................................

damn mad!!!!!!!!!!!

cheze........!!!!!!!!!!!!!11
i'm so damn damn super duper mad!!!!fucking mad!!!!
my mum, she, owaz tell me that i embarrassed her, but i think she is the one to embarrassed herself!!!
everything happen in the house about our family business, she will told to others...
then she come back n told me that i embarrassed her!!!
damn!!!
then, she act so bossy!!!fuck off!!!!
my dad, he, ask me not to yell at my mom, i din yell at her, i juz shout at her!!! ^^
n, he owaz said i mis-use the internet, owaz do useless activity in d net!!!
what the hell!!!
he himself???
he dun make me burst out what he has done!!!
everything goes wild when i'm mad!!!!
them!!!!jerk off!!!!
damn slut!!!!!
piss off!!!!

new hair cut^^

yea!!
yesterday, i get myself a new hair cut...
actually, i want it back to short, but bcoz of d school problem, so i have it two layers^^
1 layer is short bob, another 1 is long u shape^^
so, combined it together, it would bcome a jellyfish head^^
wakaka...
sry no photo yet,,,,,
haha....
bcoz it's still not in shape...
later on i'll perm that kinda corn's shaves shape....
wakaka...
actually is a zig-zag la....
hiakhiak****
but...........
major prob here again =="
my result coming out on 30th of December ==''
haiz....
damn !#@$#%$^&



chesus`~~~~~-

merry christmas^^

phew...
juz watched a band concert show...
those performers are from JAPAN~~~
wow...
they all so kawaii!!!
n all small sized...
haiz...

it was NAKAMURA GAKUEAN GIRL"S HIGH SCHOOL WIND ORCHESTRA CONCERT"
this band goes all over d world~~~
they play amazingly!!!
this is their 34th concert~~~
omg...
those audience requested for 'anchor' for 5 times!!!
u cant believe that...

i'll let u guys watch n listen d concert if i can do that...
haha....

merry Christmas!!!!!!!
it's 12a.m!!!
not any christmas eve anymore!!!
where is my present?????
i wan that!!!
hehe....

n here is my big problem goes...
my mum said that i was a puppet!!!
what the!!!
how can she say so???
omG!!!
she mean that wat she order me to do, i must do it, just like maid!!!
what else???
she owaz told others that i din help her do chaos...
haiz...
swt her...
me n mums' relationship i think not that good...
haiz....
swt!!!

anyway, its still a happy day...
my the pmr result coming soon...
this makes me nervous!!!
my god!!!
haiz....
i sure wont get good result bcoz i'm so lazy during d preparation for d exam!!!
hazi...

here...
i upload my latest photo...
hehe... n a video clip




this is juz a little small part~~~

phew....

shopping all day long yesterday....
now my legs pain!!!
ouch~ anyone volunteer to help me message?
haha...
i bought all black , white, n grey color shirt or dress haha~
its omost done for this shopping session...
wakaka...
haiz...
now, thinking bout my result announcement!!!
oh my god!!!
i cant face that...
pls god, dun let me die ugly~

hah~ its over!!!

2day, i felt like lacking of love or what~ "love" cant be describe~ some kinda weird feelings over me... luckily, i din get mad today~

dardar, i miss eu so much~ haha~ 2day, hot!!! omG!!! hothothot!!! i'm not hot, but d weather is hot!!! phew.... can anyone find me something to chill me down? i miss all of my friends so much!!! haha~

okay, i think i'll be fine for a while... but now, i damn worried bout my coming PMR result!!! hoo gosh~~~ my sixth sense tell me that i'm gonna turn my face to d ground when facing ppl around me... b/c i did badly during da exam~ swt... save me!!!

hate it!!!

i really hate this kinda feelings!!!

why must this happen on me?

to be rejected???

what is happening?

this only will make me hate my brother!!!

everything will be blame on him if this wont stop!!!

what the fuck is happening?

if i blame this to others, they'll say why dont i mirror myself?

howw...

y must father n mother ask me did every house task?

he is already 13

going to be independent!!!

y still me? doing everything?

i hate it!!!

every morning, when i wake up, "dumdum, go wash d plates!"

"dumdum, go hang up d cloth"

"dumdum, go sweap d floor"

"dumdum, go throw d bags of rubbish!!!"

what the !@$%^^

this gonna makes me crazy~

me n my brother only 3 year old different, but y still me?

when i order him to help me somethig, me is the one to get scold!!!

damn @$!!!!

sometimes this conditions really makes me cry~

can anyone help me to stop this happen?

i really hate it!!!